A change in topics for this one time. I’m not usually not one for writing things on tumblr, or even one for posting about sobriety on a drug blog, but alas, I attended my first AA meeting. Yes, drugs are fun. Yes, you will have many experiences, meet a lot of people, and experience emotions you didn’t think possible. But how short-term are all of these things? You have to return to normal life one day or another, after all - you’ll end up living it. I’ve had my fun with drugs, I played safe, and I didn’t get addicted. I tried almost every drug you could find, and had a damn good time as well. But there are too many possible consequences - physical harm, legal harm, family and friend harm. Of course you tell yourself that it’s only a little bit, it will never become a problem. One year later you don’t know how to have fun unless you’re rolling balls or drunk and high off your ass. I have no regrets for what I’ve done, but I feel like it’s time for change, no matter how out of character this is. Out of all of you random tumblr-fiends, I hope someone is reading this. Just consider your drug use, if it’s a problem or not, and if you’re being honest with yourself. I’m not saying go completely sober, but just look at you are and where you’re heading with your life you drug fiends. At least - stay safe if you’re going to use them. Who knows if I’ll go to another AA meeting, or if I’ll really change. But after all of this legal trouble and hearing from tons of other people like me in the meeting, I feel like I should change. Just a thought to consider to all of you out there. And of course I won’t stop posting drug pictures, this is just writing thoughts down, for my own good, and to anyone else who might need help.